[You built me up and you broke me down, somehow]

dis morn was so busy running here n derex. hahax. cuz late in meeting my frenx...

at 1st wear 1 top wif lots of safety pinsx. aft tt think itz too punkx. dun fit my skirtx. so change 2 halterx. aft tt change 2 another tankx. den change back 2 e halter againx. lolx

den at 1st was wearing sneakersx. aft tt i think dun match e halter, so change 2 flatsx. hahax.

but a bit wasted lahx. cuz spent lyk half an hr tying e shoelacesx.. make gt pattern de[x]. den in e end nv wearx.

den keep changing clothesx. until no tyme make up le[x]... so faster rush outx... hahax

den went suntec meet my frenx. den walk ardx. aft tt get boredx. so took train 2 orchardx.

den walk ardx..

sia lahx. now lyk sick le[x]. cuz juz now sit e bus so coldx! n i oso kena caught in e rainx. lucky e rain not too heavy siax..

anyway y i wear halter n skirt n flatsx???? im digging my own grave siax. weather so cold le still wear lyddatx.

omgx.

no wonder now gt flux. n coughx. n sore throatx.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhx!!

today walk so muchx. until my legs a bit pain liaox. hehex.. walked fr PS 2 far eastx. den walk backx..

haizx. orchardz really kinda sian le[x].

saw 1 real handsome guy at far eastx! he damn handsome canx!! look lyk sum guy out of a jap magx! he looks so japx! hez dessing, hair stylex.. everythingx. hez juz so handsoemx!! vvvv long nv c so handsome de guy liaox!!

omgx!!

hez gf v e jappy osox. lolx! but hez really handsoemx!! hez gf a bit cutex.. so jap manx!!

e 4 of dem v e jap 1 lohx.... so cool n cutex!!

but dey fr chinax. haiz wastedx..............

but he reaallly vvvvv cutex!! look lyk those jap boyband de[x].

OMGx!!