[cant find hope to believe in]

was so jumpy todayx! hahahax.. dunno wat happenx. muz be last nite ba[x]. hahax. juz kept luffin osox...

hmmzx. slack n msg only today lohx..

haha nth much happenx.

woke up kinda earlyx. lyk 12+ lyddatx. now a bit headachex. heex

cuz i slept at 2am+ ytd nite ma[x]. was chattingx. hahax

hahahahax!!!

im a bit mad todayx. lolx?

ahhhx.. ltr still gt tutionx. sianx. hehex. but really muz catch up le[x]. dun understand watz going on[x].

blood iz redx. nite iz blackx. eh y am i writing disx? hmmzx.

im boredx!!!!

____ e girl wif e broken smilex.

____ eyes blurred wif bloodx.

___________ nv did n nv willx.

____ dun feel sry 4 me[x].

_____ i hate everything abt u[x]. y do i luv u[x].

im really tt boredx. hahahax. so flip thru my notebk n type down some quotesx. oso 2 make dis entry look longerx. hahax

i luv my notebkx!!

hahahahahax! dunno y i so happy today lehx.......